JazmineLeahi

Living with regret?

I gave this a shot & I hate it. I hate living here in Hawaii. I thought by me moving back here I’d be happy but everything is complete shit. Everyday since I’ve moved here, I’ve cried. All I ever wanted to do was move out of my parents house to venture off on my own so I could gain independence, take on more responsibilities, find myself, & grow up but I can’t even do any of that with my entire fucking family here in breathing down my neck. They’re all on my ass about every fucking thing, judge the way I act and dress, try to set limits on what I can and cannot do, etc. I’m 20 fucking years old! I’m no kid! I can’t express enough how frustrated I am with the amount of people who have always tried to control everything I do. This is why I never listen to anyone or won’t bother with getting tied down. I’ve been suppressed with everything and all I want is freedom. Never in my life have I regretted anything but I seriously feel like I’m regretting moving here. I’m so unhappy here and I feel stuck. This whole situation has made me so emotionally and mentally exhausted to the point where I want to isolate myself away from everyone and everything just so I can hear myself think again.

Jan. 08th, 2013 - 1 year ago - Reblog - 0 Notes

Telling someone how you feel is honestly the hardest shit ever.

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Nov. 10th, 2012 - 1 year ago - Reblog - 3912 Notes

Don’t fuck with my emotions and leave me confused.

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Nov. 10th, 2012 - 1 year ago - Reblog - 2070 Notes

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Oct. 11th, 2012 - 1 year ago - Reblog - 19 Notes